My husband and I are contemplating getting a divorce. There are no kids involved and marriage counseling...?

has not helped us like we thought it would. He's been emotionally abusive in the past but it's gotten better, but I'm weary to move forward and have kids with this man. He didn't even spend Christmas with me this year. Has anyone else ever been in this situation - where you have a little hope left to mend things but don't know if it's worth it? What did you do?